Showing posts with label Christmas in the Heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Christmas in the Heart. Show all posts
Friday, December 23, 2016
Mona Lisa angel and the Sierra Nevada / Visions on a snowy December morning
The angel on Sabine's family's Christmas tree in 1966 reminded me of the angel that was on my family's Christmas tree in 1966. My mother sent it to me after she and my father replaced it with something else at the top of the Christmas tree. That might have been in the 1970s. The angel didn't have a face. Instead she had a silver-colored globe ornament for a head, which I found vaguely disturbing. There was a halo above the faceless angel. It may have been last December that the head fell off. I thought of trying to reattach it, but something prompted me to attach an image of the Mona Lisa. For the first time ever when I opened my box of December things, I was happy to see that green angel from my childhood.
"Mona Lisa must have had the highway blues. You can tell by the way she smiles."
(Bob Dylan lyrics, from "Visions of Johanna," 1966)
You can see the decorations I put out this year for December as well as what is always there. Even though I don't call myself a Christian or anything else, during December I think about Mary and Joseph waiting for the Baby Jesus to be born. The ceramic figures were given to me by my mother. They were brought out during December in my childhood. I bring Baby Jesus out on Christmas morning. Two angels given to me by a friend in the last few years are there during December, too. There is sprig from a eucalyptus tree in a glass of water. That's new this year. See the little tree outside. It has been there for a year or two. The Principles of Uncertainty, by Maira Kalman. If you haven't read it, I recommend it. It is always there to the right of the elephant batik that came to me after my father died. My Christian father was drawn to that elephant from India. He traveled to India in the 1970s. The batik is always there, too, along with Gentle Wilderness: The Sierra Nevada. The lavender and orange and gold tapestry rug on the floor is new this year. My friend, Linda, gave it to me a few months ago. The woven blue rug comes from Vida nueva and was made by Zenaida Lazo. On the windowsill is a jar filled with beach glass and beach ceramic from a beach near Port Townsend, WA. It was a gift from a friend many years ago. On top of the jar is prism that channels a spectral light show on my walls when the sun shines. And everyone knows Oboe! It looks white outside because it is snowing this morning.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
An interview with Ursula K. Le Guin
Ursula K. Le Guin is one of my favorite writers. Reading The Wizard of Earthsea when I was 21 years old brought light into that dark time in my life. Most recently I read her novel, Lavinia.
The interview is here.
A Real Change vendor sells this newspaper near one of the doorways to our Community Co-op. Coincidentally, we have the same birthday, although he is much younger than I am. He grew up in the same neighborhood in Minneapolis that my father did.
I first heard about Real Change in connection with Bob Dylan. As I understand, he donated the proceeds of "Christmas in the Heart" to Real Change.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
William Blake said / A multitude of holidays

"You never know what is enough until you know what is more than enough."
Dear blog friends,
From tomorrow until New Year's Day, I will be on a blog break and will not be posting or commenting on my blog or on anyone else's blog.
Which brings me to the thought that if there ever was a film about fierce grace, it is "Big Bad Love." I'm not recommending it but just want to say that it spoke to me in a way nothing else could have. When I was looking for a photo for this post, I came across the above photo which shows who and what the film is about.
Richard's sister, Dorothy, sent me two CD's of acoustic guitar music by Nori Tachibana, currently of Northern California. She said that Richard wanted me to have them. That's what I'll be listening to as fall and winter deepen into the multitude of holidays that may be celebrated in late November and throughout December if one wishes. I'll be listening to holiday music from a variety of religious and spiritual traditions, too, including Bob Dylan's "Christmas in the Heart."
Must Be Santa
Debe ser Papá Noel
必须是圣诞老人
Moet de Kerstman zijn
Doit être le père noël
Sein muss Weihnachtsmann
πρέπει να είστε Άγιος Βασίλης
Deve essere il Babbo Natale
サンタクロースはあるなる
Deve ser Papai Noel
должен быть Санта Клаус
산타클로스는 이어야 한다
Little Drummer Boy
May love bless and keep you during the holiday season!
Kind wishes from your blog friend,
am
Saturday, November 21, 2009
AS THE CRESCENT MOON WAXES / NASRUDDIN MEETS THE CHRISTMAS IN THE HEART SUTRA , TALES OF THE HASIDIM, KEN KESEY, AND BOB DYLAN PLAYING GEORGE BURNS
I keep thinking about the anonymous young man who jumps out the window and runs off into the night at the end of Bob Dylan's "Must Be Santa" video, directed by Nash Edgerton.
If you've not seen Bob Dylan's horrifying "Beyond Here Lies Nothing" video, also directed by Nash Edgerton, I don't recommend it. I repeat. I don't recommend it.
However, it did give me a terrifying and sobering and ultimately cathartic and healing glimpse into a scene that could have been from my life in 1971 after Richard returned from Vietnam. What was so distressing to me in the first moments of the "Beyond Here Lies Nothing" video was that I had loved the song "Beyond Here Lies Nothing" until then. Hearing what I thought of as a sweet love song as the soundtrack to scenes of domestic violence broke my broken heart but also freed me from years of denial of what had happened to me and to Richard.
It is in that discordant light that I see and hear and feel "Must Be Santa."
When I woke up this morning, it occured to me that "Must Be Santa" could have had Bob Dylan's "All Along the Watchtower" for its soundtrack:
"No reason to get excited," the thief, he kindly spoke
"There are many here among us who feel that life is but a joke
But you and I, we've been through that, and this is not our fate
So let us not talk falsely now, the hour is getting late."
What starts out as a silly joking video is shattered for me by the fleeting image of an anonymous man lying outside on the steps of the large white house and then the image of another anonymous young man being chased down the stairs, throwing glasses, keeping people at a distance with a fireplace tool, swinging from the chandelier and jumping out the window. The man jumping through the window and running made me think of the final scene in the movie "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest."
Bob Dylan may be playing Santa Claus and George Burns in "Must Be Santa," but I wonder if the young man who dives out into the night is playing the role of Bob Dylan.
"Human beings are alone with their secrets. Masked and Anonymous. No one truly knows them."
(from the words of Val Kilmer's character in Bob Dylan's film "Masked and Anonymous")
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
SNOW IN THE FOOTHILLS / MEDITATION
From:
the "Who laughs this way: Ho Ho Ho" koan on:
Must Be Santa
to the "O Little Town of Bethlehem" koan:
How silently, oh how silently,
The wondrous gift is given!
So God imparts to human hearts
The blessings of his heaven.
No ear may hear his coming,
But in this world of sin,
Where meek souls will receive him, still
The dear Christ enters in.
(Bob sings "Amen" after this, the last song on the CD)
It's all there on "Christmas in the Heart."
"The mind creates the abyss, and the heart crosses it."
(Sri Nisargadatta)
Monday, September 21, 2009
ROLLING HOME (TO CHRISTMAS IN THE HEART)
Listen.
Addendum:
R.L. asked about what appears to be a marker at the side of the gravel path leading to Bellingham's Bayview Cemetery. It's not a marker, but a small boulder placed there by a landscape designer. It's a place where people stop and rest. Her question did bring to my mind Bob Dylan's words,"here lies bob dylan," from his book Tarantula, written in 1966. I didn't have to look very far on Google to find the rest of the quote:
“here lies bob dylan
demolished by Vienna politeness-
which will now claim to have invented him
the cool people can
now write Fugues about him
& Cupid can now kick over his kerosene lamp-
bob dylan-filled by a discarded Oedipus
who turned
around
to investigate a ghost
& discovered that
the ghost too
was more than one person.”
Which got me to searching for Scrooge and the three ghosts he encountered, including the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come. Here are some of Scrooge's words to that ghost:
"I am not the man I was. I will not be the man I must have been but for this intercourse. Why show me this, if I am past all hope!...I will honour Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year. I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future. The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. I will not shut out the lessons that they teach. Oh, tell me I may sponge away the writing on this stone!”
Which reminded me of the only Christmas card I ever received from Richard (that must have been around 1990) which, as I remember, read:
"Slowly, slowly, Christmas arrives in the heart."
(it was "Softly…Gently…Joyfully…Christmas arrives in the heart." )
Thanks, R.L., for your question.
I love what I've heard of "Christmas in the Heart"!
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