Showing posts with label Suze Rotolo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Suze Rotolo. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

"The Owls of North America and Their Calls"


This morning I took what is my usual springtime walk up and down the hill on which I live at about the half way up point.  I walked out my door and headed up a street lined with modest houses, some of which are more than 100 years old.  At first the incline is gentle but within a few minutes, it becomes quite steep until I get to the open gates of Big Rock Garden.  Even steeper than the street is the narrow driveway leading to the small parking area next to the beautiful wooden gate in the wooden fencing that keeps most of the deer out of Big Rock Garden. Almost every spring, a pregnant deer finds her way into the garden to give birth.  Once inside, I walk on all the paths -- a complex and delightful maze.  This time of year, the rhododendrons are just starting to bloom, and the many varieties of Japanese maples are showing their delicate leaves.  

Leaving Big Rock Garden, I walk down its driveway in the shade of evergreen trees and begin the uphill climb again, still on a city street.  The houses beyond Big Rock Garden are larger and newer, built in the last 40 years.  When I arrived here in 1974, this part of Bellingham was at the edge of a dense forest that extended for more than a mile before coming to Highway 542 which goes for 50 miles, from Bellingham to Mt. Baker in the North Cascades, and ends at a parking lot with an extraordinary view of the North Cascades.  Sections of this forest, a mix of evergreens and deciduous trees, have been left untouched and are accessible by paths from the surrounding housing developments.  

The city street dead ends at a relatively flat area on the hill, and there are footpaths to the right and to the left.  I go to the left which leads shortly to a tunnel that goes under the two-lane road that divides the older neighborhoods from the much newer neighborhoods with even larger houses that have what is left of the forest as their border.  

There is a small pond with cattails and ducks before the trail begins to steepen again.  Within a few minutes, I pass a tiny playground area behind a large house with a fenced yard and enter the forested area that has been named Northridge Park.  A wide graveled path loops through the forest.  Houses are visible from the trail but do not detract from the feeling of being in the woods.  The air is filled with birdsong.

At the top of the hill, I see into Canada over houses at the edge of the forest and as I begin the downhill walk home, I can see the city of Bellingham, the Salish Sea and San Juan Islands through the trees.

Just before I had looped around to the playground again, I heard an owl, loud and clear, and looked up toward the innermost part of the evergreen forest.  An owl was landing on a branch so high and obscured by other branches that I could only see its silhouette.  The owl continued to vocalize.  

Something prompted me to try to echo the sound of the owl.  My first attempt was laughable, but my second attempt sounded just like the owl.  As my voice trailed off, the owl abruptly flew across my field of vision, downward from left to right, through the trees, its wings illuminated in an astounding way by the morning sun still low in the sky!  In the next moment, I noticed a Brown Creeper on a nearby evergreen tree.  A little further down the trail was a young woman with a dog.  I asked her if she had seen the owl fly by.  She hadn't, but she was greatly excited at having heard the owl.  She said she thought at first that she was hearing a coyote.  Maybe that was my laughable first vocalization!  

After listening to all of the wonderful owls on the YouTube video, my guess is that the owl I heard and saw today was a Great Horned Owl.

It was today in 2008 that my R died just after 1 o'clock in the afternoon at the VA Hospital in Palo Alto, California.  Coincidence?  I don't think so. 


Time heals, after all -- although the clock that marks that kind of time has no hands.
(Suze Rotolo)

Friday, February 5, 2021

Suze Rotolo (November 1943 - February 2011) / Unconditional Love and Unarmed Truth Meditation

“Time heals, after all -- although the clock that marks that kind of time has no hands.” 


"I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word in reality. This is why right, temporarily defeated, is stronger than evil triumphant."
(Martin Luther King, Jr.)


Love Minus Zero / No Limit

Friday, March 6, 2020

"To Fall In Love With You" / Mandala #46 (No Title. Yet.)



Here's the first mandala I've completed this year.  I started it in mid-November of last year.  I've decided not to buy another printer/scanner and instead have my art work scanned at a local graphics company and have them print anything else I need to have printed.  I need to be creative with my limited income, as I am living on just under $1000/month since I retired in October 2017.  My needs are few.  For the time being, I can only show you what my digital camera can capture, photographed in the light of this overcast day on my porch.  This is my 46th mandala since I started this series in September 2014.  I don't have a title for it.  Yet.

when asked if you care about
the world's problems, look deeply
into the eyes of he that asks
you, he will not ask you again. 


(Bob Dylan, 1964, from "Advice For Geraldine On Her Miscellaneous Birthday")

As I was about to click on "Publish," I looked out the window and saw this beautiful afternoon light to the east:



Monday, April 2, 2012

Reliquary / Contemplation / Namaste

















(Chalk pastel drawing from 1983, "Composer," by am)

"When I look at the pictures and hear the songs I also see and hear the story behind them. A still photograph morphs into a home movie and a scrawl on a page evokes a scene in a room or on a street. I hear a laugh coming from somewhere off to the side...

... A song, a poem, a book, a film, an exhibit are simply representations of a period, a place, a person. And because memory is the joker in the deck I try not to take the representations of the past too seriously. Life goes on for those who live it in the present. Nostalgia, cheap or otherwise, is always costly.

I see history as a reliquary—a container where relics are kept and displayed for contemplation. So much has been written about the sixties that the more distant those years become, the more mythic the tales and the time seem to be ..."

(from A Freewheelin' Time: A Memoir of Greenwich Village in the Sixties, by Suze Rotolo)



Today's view from the porch, with sounds of spring:



Namaste:

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Babar and Celeste























After dropping into a Yoga class at the studio where I first practiced Yoga, I have resumed a vigorous early morning asana practice. At the end of this morning's practice, as I was in the corpse pose, something in me said to draw the elephants from one of the two pillows I bought on the morning of March 21, 2008, a few hours after I had learned that Richard had a Stage IV brain tumor.

It's been a long time since I have felt like drawing, but I am newly inspired by Suze Rotolo's Art Books:





















The inspiration may also have come from,

















a copy of which sits close to where I practice the asanas (-:

or

"... the elephant in the room of my life ..."
(from A Freewheelin' Time, by Suze Rotolo)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Suze Rotolo (1943-2011)


















Artist

"We were very curious, and we were both in search of poetry, and we fed each other's curiosity."

(Suze Rotolo, from NPR interview in 2008)

Thank you for your messages. Truly. Suze.

A woman of heart and mind, loving, loved.

Of songs written long ago, she says:

"I can recognise things. It's like looking at a diary. It brings it all back. And what's hard is that you remember being unsure of how life was going to go - his, mine, anybody's. So, from the perspective of an older person looking back, you enjoy them, but also think of them as the pain of youth, the loneliness and struggle that youth is, or can be."

Friday, May 16, 2008

TIME OUT OF MIND























Oboe is still asleep at 5:30 a.m., but I've just finished reading the recently published A FREEWHEELIN' TIME: A MEMOIR OF GREENWICH VILLAGE IN THE SIXTIES, by Suze Rotolo.

"Time heals, after all -- although the clock that marks that kind of time has no hands." (Suze Rotolo, p. 299)

I'm grateful to Suze Rotolo for her graceful ability to look back from that clearly creative place where she continues to thrive, deeply rooted in the present.